I am just hoping among hopes that my surgeon takes a look at me that first week of Jan and decides he can get me in a couple weeks later. It would be really awesome. But then comes the whole anxiety with the revision. I want this fixed so badly, but what happens if it's not fixed again? I've been so wound up lately that I've even started to just cry for no reason thinking about it! There is some hope here though. Seeing a few other recent patients go through their revisions with good results on the other end. I am so ecstatic for them and really really really really really hope I can get the same for me. I feel like I at least deserve a little improvement after all of this. I'll take imperfect, but it hopefully is at least 50 or 75% better. I hope.
So.. after all the bad pictures, I'll end with a decent one. My husband works at Google and they have a rockin holiday party every year. This year he switched teams and works for Googlemaps, so it was in a different venue and stuff, but still just as awesome. And surprisingly, somehow I photographed well that night! Only thing I have to complain about is you can definitely see the almost 20lbs I've put on. BUT... have to remind myself it's all for a good cause. I know I'll be SO happy I ate like a little heifer when post op wired shut time comes!